WHEN ARE WE GOING TO MEET?

When are we going to meet?
I miss. longing for someone who has not been named. someone who knows where we are. someone who has written in my destiny. the man who would become a priest. the father of my children. I miss him, I miss his arms, I miss his smile, said words are wise, warm body, shoulders, lips, hands, eyes, and I really miss him.
When are you going to meet? tomorrow? the day after tomorrow? next week? next month? next year? when?
Behold, I am always waiting faithfully and patiently, waiting for a handsome guy with a god send his patience, maturity, loyalty, intelligence, reliability, great faith, and love me and my children. I faithfully waiting for the good times arrive. I miss you badly.

It's been 4 years daddy.  I realy realy miss you. Daddy i love you, you are the one. Daddy i hope you come home. can you see me daddy?
There are many things that happen after your departure. there are a lot of happiness that you should also your feel. you know daddy, I fantasize about my future, when a man came and asked me to be his companion, you're supposed to ask, when I finished college, there was next to take pictures to show you how proud you are to me, but it was just a dream daddy.
In this month I kept crying, I miss you dad, I miss your arms, I want to rest my head on your shoulder. I miss my hero. I want to have much to tell daddy, about the anxiety that I could not share with anyone, this fear, pain, I need you daddy.
Daddy, i know you'll be with me when i walk down the aisle. I try not to be sad, but it hurts. In the 21st birthday, I pray to Allah, in one prayer I ask you to come back
I hope you know you are everything to me

 

happy birthday to the man who raised me, made me who i am, and taught me how to work hard, my father!
Thanks for sacrificing, working hard and being the best dad you can be :) i love you :*

"Someone will fall in love with you. Your flaws, scars, someone will. They'll LOVE you for you. They'll know what you look like when you're tired, happy, angry ... you don't have to worry, they'll always beside you. They'll love your jokes, your kiss, your hug, your face to look like. They'll want to see you everyday ... of your life and they'll tell you "I can't imagine world without you", because you're a reason why they're lived.

They won't hurt you or make you sad, cause they can't see you cry. They'll make you happy no matter what the time condition is. They'll know what music you like, how you like your hobby. They'll need your love, your support, your prayers for his life. They'll fall in love with you. No one else, just ... YOU.

Maybe haven't meet them yet, but there is someone out there wondering what you're like. You will meet them. I Promise."

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM *kiss

*playing Boyz II Men - a song for mama
"Mama, Mama you know I love you 
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart 
Your love is like tears from the stars 
Mama I just want you to know 
lovin' you is like food to my soul."

Hey mom, thank's for everything, for your love, your strength, your time, your smile, your tears, and your sincerity.

Terimakasih telah memberikan kesempatan untuk aku hidup di dunia

Mengenalkan padaku tentang kebahagiaan, air mata, kekuatan, ketegaran dan keikhlasan.

Terimakasih telah menjadi wonder woman yang hebat, yang selalu menjaga aku setiap saat, memeluk aku dengan doa-doa terbaik yang setiap hari mamah panjatkan. Menghabiskan waktu mamah untuk mencari lembaran-lembaran uang untuk mempertahankan hidup aku dan kedua saudaraku.

Terimakasih telah meyakinkan aku bahwa hidup kita akan baik-baik saja selepas kepergian ayah ke rumah Allah, terimakasih telah memeluk aku erat ketika aku merasa kehilangan ayah, terimakasih telah menjadi pengganti ayah.

Terimakasih telah menenangkan hati aku bahwa ayah telah di tempatkan di tempat terbaik dan meyakinkan bahwa inilah yang terbaik yang Allah berikan untuk ayah

Terimakasih untuk setiap restu yang mamah kasih sampai detik ini, terimakasih untuk masakan-masakan yang enak yang setiap hari mamah sajikan di atas meja makan.

Terimakasih untuk 20 tahun ini, selalu memberikan yang terbaik untuk hidup aku. Makasih untuk semua kepercayaan yang mamah kasih ke aku

dan terimakasih terimakasih lainnya yang ga bisa aku sebutin satu-satu.

Mom jaga kesehatan yah, jangan memaksakan diri bekerja terlalu keras, karena buat aku mamah adalah yang paling berharga di bandingkan uang-uang itu, aku selalu berdoa kepada Allah untuk memberikan umur yang panjang untuk mamah, supaya mamah bisa menikmati hasil kerja keras mamah dan ayah yaitu kesusksean kami, nanti ketika kami sukses sesuai dengan keinginan mamah, kami akan mewujudkan mimpi-mimpi mamah, membuktikan pada orang-orang bahwa mamah beruntung memiliki kami, saat ini kami hanya bisa melakukan ini belajar dengan rajin, tegar menghadapi kenyataan, dan kami bisa berdiri tegak walaupun kami telah kehilangan ayah.

Maaf kalo selama ini belum mampu menjadi apa yang mamah harapkan, tapi aku selalu berusaha memberikan yang terbaik, walau kadang berat untuk menghadapinya, maaf juga masih sering buat mamah marah, sama sikap aku yang abstrak ini.

Allah memang telah menepati janji untuk memberikan malaikat terbaik yang Ia punya, dan malaikat itu adalah mamah. Sekali lagi terimakasih untuk semua yang mamah kasih. Sehari tanpa mamah di rumah, rumah udah ancur kaya kapal yang kehilangan nahkodanya. I LOVE U MOM, you're the best thing i ever had, and you're my everything mom *kiss *bighug

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"hadiah yang paling indah adalah ketika berkunjung ke tempat ini dan bertemu ayah, i just wanna say i miss my father so much :*"

"Allah in the day of my birthday, I pray may the mother given to health and longevity, so she can see my success. Give sustenance, health, longevity, and the best love match for my brothers, may they loved me until the end of life. Give the best place for my beloved father. 

Best friends (mutiara, purindra, armelia, talitha, yani) gave me happiness, keep them from their grief, their soul mate closer each, and most importantly let us together through the day until we were older, we became the best complement set Aamiin

because they are my happiness. Thank God for the gift of this day"

#October #Birthday #hanumdwidya #20 #21October

"Happy Birthday to Hanum Dwidya, hopefully can be better than ever"

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"hope Allah give the best place for you dad, for some people you have died but for me you always live in my heart forever"

“Hati tidak memilih. Hati dipilih. Karena hati tidak perlu memilih, ia selalu tahu kemana harus berlabuh”  ― Dewi "dee" Lestari, Perahu Kertas

 

 

love to talk about how great the sacrifice that you give without expecting a reply at all

 

 

thank you for the trust given, I knew I could, but I am just an ordinary person who one day could be tired ...

 

 

 

 

 

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"hello father, your daughter is miss you .. :**"